Category Archives: SELF-AWARENESS

TRACING BACK DEPRESSION

Posted on March 22, 2014 by Ellie

Lately I have been thinking about what has started this chronic depression I have been in. It has been years—-I think as a child I repressed so  much because my parents were not the type that discussed how you felt … Continue reading →

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A BIT OF UPDATING

Posted on February 7, 2014 by Ellie

Well this week did not start off too grand for me – Just to update new readers – I am extremely agoraphobic (among other things) but because of this – I don’t leave my house. Actually I leave it long … Continue reading →

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AN ORDINARY DAY

Posted on January 26, 2014 by Ellie

I have been trying to think of ways to keep my head busy — I always lean towards creativity – but then I start looking at other people and their creativity – and the beautiful artwork that they do and … Continue reading →

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STARTING A NEW YEAR!!!

Posted on January 1, 2014 by Ellie

New Year – New Beginnings!!!! I know I mentioned briefly yesterday regarding resolutions …… but After putting a  lot of thought into it…. This is what I really have come up with that I can live with….. *make someone smile … Continue reading →

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STRANGER

Posted on December 15, 2013 by Ellie

This poem was sent to me – It “spoke” to me – like someone reading my mind—so I thought I would share it here…… Stranger Looking into a mirror At the image that I see. Wondering who the stranger is … Continue reading →

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THE NEWS

Posted on November 2, 2013 by Ellie

When I first became sick—-I started watching the news a lot. It kept me in touch with what was happening in the outside world.  It wasn’t really the local news as much as it was what was going on with … Continue reading →

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FEELING LOST

Posted on October 14, 2013 by Ellie

I am still fighting that edgy feeling of anxiety. I had to cancel my monthly doctor appointment because we had NO MONEY for my meds and no gas. So that edginess is just climbing higher and higher. First my left … Continue reading →

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OVERWHELMED

Posted on October 3, 2013 by Ellie

I do try to sit down and keep my blog updated— share my thoughts and crazy moments—and life in general….but lately I am getting a really chaotic feeling inside of me. I feel like a train wreck is going to … Continue reading →

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TWO ANIMALS

Posted on September 7, 2013 by Ellie

In every man there are two animals that live inside of him. One animal called hate and the other called love.They both are fighting for control and the thing that we need to understand is that whatever animal we feed … Continue reading →

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TIME FLYING BY

Posted on May 15, 2013 by Ellie

I guess it is a good thing that time is flying by—-but it seems like I am notgetting anything done – at least nothing substantial done. I have anotherdoctor appointment this week – so of course the anxiety is building … Continue reading →

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