Category Archives: FRIENDSHIPS

ANXIOUS TIMES

Posted on April 11, 2014 by Ellie

There are days that I feel I can sit here and write forever about just stuff. I am random that way—sometimes I lose my train of thought—and ideas just flying around—things I want to try—something that made me laugh I … Continue reading →

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME

Posted on March 2, 2014 by Ellie

It is during this special times in my life that I so miss my parents—they always took me (and the family) out to dinner and my father and I had an understanding – I never discussed how old he is … Continue reading →

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STUCK KIND OF THINKING

Posted on January 18, 2014 by Ellie

I seem to have a kind of thinking – the worst always – that nothing can be bright or good for me – that my friends don’t have the same meaning behind friendship with me as I do with them. … Continue reading →

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THE PASSING OF A FRIEND

Posted on November 8, 2013 by Ellie

Recently a friend of mine that I have known for over 25 years passed away from  pancreatic cancer. Richard was such a dear man – very even keeled—adored his family. Love to come over and play video games (when it … Continue reading →

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THE AFTERMATH

Posted on July 24, 2013 by Ellie

I did not wake up until almost 1pm today…..first time I have done that since my college years. I am usually a morning person—I like it because it is the quietest time of the day around here. When I finally … Continue reading →

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NOT A GOOD DAY

Posted on July 22, 2013 by Ellie

Today I lost a friend—-no they did not pass away—there was a falling out in the loungeand as a result a friend quit ….. just left everything she has worked for – all the relationships she built up and gave … Continue reading →

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JUST TODAY

Posted on June 29, 2013 by Ellie

I have definitely slipped backwards—-taken steps back and have had a lot to think aboutbecause my mind wont stop. Again I am letting insignificant things bother me like they aremassive—wasting energy on all the wrong things. I have tried to … Continue reading →

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TOO MUCH TIME

Posted on June 12, 2013 by Ellie

I already know that I have a procrastination problem – but the days that I think I can write, something stops me. I don’t know how much to say – to reveal about myself  – andis it really worth writing … Continue reading →

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TIME FLYING BY

Posted on May 15, 2013 by Ellie

I guess it is a good thing that time is flying by—-but it seems like I am notgetting anything done – at least nothing substantial done. I have anotherdoctor appointment this week – so of course the anxiety is building … Continue reading →

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TRUST

Posted on January 2, 2013 by Ellie

I forgot to mention something about TRUST that happened to me the otherday.  It actually made me really happy. I belong to a “lounge” group…for about the last two years. They have djs andTons of chatting and so on…it is … Continue reading →

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